I Still Have Ergophobia & It's Delusional

Although I'm working now (up to 30 hours a week), I still have a wide range of ergophobic symptoms that plague me on a pretty much daily basis.

I used to think that it was mainly people with psychotic disorders that were delusional. Well, I have found that I can sometimes be delusional in various states of depression, anxiety, and phobias.

It's probably a delusion that people don't like me.

It's probably a delusion that I'm not particularly good at my job.

It's probably a delusion that everyone can tell when I'm feeling depressed or anxious.

It's probably a delusion that people are deliberately saying things to hurt my feelings.

It's probably a delusion when I tell myself I'm lucky that anyone would even hire me at all.